"Alone Together with Sirius", Sirius/Harry, R

[traintracks]

Title: Alone Together with Sirius
Author: traintracks
Pairing: Sirius/Harry
Rating: R
Words: 100x2
Warnings: chan
Written for: harry100's prompt 212, "Release" and pretty_panther's prompt, "harry having wet dreams about sirius at school." Although, I didn't do the school part.




They're at a dead stop in Grimmauld Place. They're alone, scared, Death Eaters waiting on the street for one of them to Apparate an inch wrong, and all Harry can do is wait.

He sleeps in Sirius' room. Ron and Hermione take care of each other downstairs. Harry needs the solitude. But all he does is hold the snitch Dumbledore left him and stare at the posters on the walls: Sirius' Gryffindor flags, his bikini-clad girls.

Harry feels less alone here. He feels alone together with Sirius. He falls asleep to his memories, surrounding himself in Sirius' scent.

He dreams…



Things that never happened:

Sirius growling in his ear, his hands roving, Harry's clothes ripped off.

He's cold. Sirius pulls the blankets up. He whispers in Parseltongue. The candle flames go out as if all the air has been sucked from the room. Sirius' hand finds him in the dark, wraps around his cock, squeezing…

Harry wakes, breathless, the room the same.

His thighs are sticky.

Harry sits up, looking down at his lap, his soiled pajamas. His cock tingles from where Sirius held him.

The whisper echoes: "Don't give up, Harry."

Dawn decides to lift the shadows once more.

Comments

[pretty_panther]

Ahhhh, this is hot and heartbreaking too! Wonderful fic :333

[elrhiarhodan]

Sigh - this makes me hot and makes me cry at the same time.

Brilliant, simply brilliant.

[traintracks.livejournal.com]

Thank you!!!! <33

[secretsolitaire.livejournal.com]

Ooh, nicely written.

[traintracks.livejournal.com]

Thanks, dearie! :-D

[ext-1656815.livejournal.com (from livejournal.com)]

Eeee. I can so totally see Harry doing this. This was really good! Well done.

[traintracks.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much! I'm glad it seems IC to you!

[drarryisgreen]

you know i am writing a hprarefest for sirius/harry you should beta for me :D

[traintracks.livejournal.com]

How long is it and when is it due? :-)

[drarryisgreen]

Right now it's less than 7K and almost finished so won't be more than 10 K if that. It isn't due until May. It's semi chanslash and at times I feel like it's just PWP. No stress, I was also semi tipsy when I made the suggestion. Ha.

[traintracks.livejournal.com]

Well, I adore reading Sirius/Harry, so if you'd still like me to, I'd be honored to beta for you. However you want to handle it. If you wanted to send it now or soon, any content-beta stuff would be easier to handle than, say, when it's finished and more heartbreaking difficult to do. Or send when you're done, whatever! :-)

I, uh, have no problem with chan when it's Sirius and Harry. ;-)

[drarryisgreen]

Well the good news is that I fully intend for this story to have a happy ending. Can you send me a quick email at drarryisgreen@gmail(dotcom) and I can send you access to the google document where the story is stored. It is 90 percent done. It starts between book 5-6 I just have to write out the final parts incorporating the story, the way it goes with Sirius being alive and what happens in the end. It shouldn't be too long. It's at 6500 right now and I don't think it'll be any more than another 3000. I just needed to take a break from writing it b/c I spent too much time and energy on it so I needed to step back to re-evaluate. (Maybe you'll think it totally sucks and I'll have to rewrite the whole thing). In anycase, there's no rush. I need it done by April.

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[firethesound]

This is so incredibly anguished, but then with that little ray of hope in the last line. <3

[traintracks.livejournal.com]

Thank you!!!