traintracks | Entries tagged with angst

Now that reveals have gone up at

sirius_black, I can claim my story! I'll link to the original posting as well as include it here. Hope you enjoy! :-)

Title: Right Now and So Strong
Author:

traintracks
Pairing(s)/Character(s): Sirius/Harry, (Hermione/Ron, Kreacher)
Rating: NC-17
Prompt #: 20 AU Sirius lives. After the war Harry moves in with Sirius and they both have nightmares and comfort each other. One thing leads to another…
Word count: 4,540
Summary: Please see the awesome, awesome prompt.
Warnings: godfather/godson, cross-gen (39/18), mentions of major canon character deaths
Disclaimer: All Harry Potter characters herein are the property of J.K. Rowling and Bloomsbury/Scholastic. No copyright infringement is intended.
A/N: Thank you to my brilliant betas

tamlane and

elrhiarhodan. You are just lovely. Thank you for your cheerleading and support!

Original Post at the Fest

( Right Now and So Strong )

I can now claim my story for

hd_tropes! Thanks to everyone who has already blown me the hell away with your AMAZING comments on the fest!

Title: Burning the Ground
Trope: Mates/Creature!Fic
Author:

traintracks
Pairing(s): Harry/Draco, (blink and you'll miss the Pansy/Blaise)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~10,300
Warnings/Content: dub-con, bondage (sort of), knotting, rough sex
Disclaimer: Harry Potter characters are the property of J.K. Rowling and Bloomsbury/Scholastic. No profit is being made, and no copyright infringement is intended.
Summary: "Strap him down," someone said, and Harry felt the rage thicken inside him -- the viscous fear.

Magical bindings pulled taut around his wrists . . . He felt a wand touch his arm and then a sharp bite as something punctured the skin, and a sweet, cool tonic rushed his veins.

His breathing slowed. His eyelids drooped. The ceiling went grey and dark. And then he heard a woman's voice sigh, "Someone, get Healer Malfoy."

Author Notes: This was the easiest story in the world to start and the hardest to finish. I took some liberties with the canon effects of a werewolf scratch. It's a really bad scratch, folks. ;-) Plus, I made up a potion. I'm a rebel like that. I so hope this doesn't disappoint! I'm quite nervous! The ever-amazing

elrhiarhodan betaed this for me, and I thank her so much. I also want to thank

sdkshelly whose wonderful suggestions were and will always be so greatly valued. The title is, predictably, from Duran Duran's "Hungry Like the Wolf".

Burning the Ground

Title: Knock, Breathe, Shine, and Seek to Mend
Author:

traintracks
Written for:

hp_owned
Prompt: #21 - fuck or die - Character A has been cursed and the only thing that will save him is a complcated bonding spell in which he is bound to Character B. Maybe they don't realize it's a slave spell... or that it's permanent... but now Character A has to be 'fucked' by Character B (regularly?) or the curse will continue to manifest. by

kitty_fic
Character(s)/Pairing(s): Albus Severus/James Sirius, (Harry/Draco, Ginny/Dean, OMC)
Master/Slave: Albus Severus/James Sirius
Word Count: 13,415 in 2 parts
Rating: NC-17
Contains: incest, dub-con, rough sex, mild and brief homophobic language
Disclaimer: Harry Potter characters are the property of J.K. Rowling and Bloomsbury/Scholastic. No profit is being made, and no copyright infringement is intended.
Notes: Thanks so much to my wonderful betas,

elrhiarhodan and

tamlane! The title is taken from the John Donne poem, "Batter my heart, three-personed God, for You", included at the finish.
Summary: "What do you want?" James' voice was all breath. Al wouldn't look at him. He didn't know what was happening. Well, part of what was happening was obvious: He was erect again, and this time he didn't have the morning wood excuse. But what was happening with Jamie... That was another matter.

Knock, Breathe, Shine, and Seek to Mend

Title: Under Orion
Creator:

traintracks
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing(s): Bill/Charlie (Bill/Fleur, Bill/OFC, Charlie/OMC)
Work Type: Fic
Word Count: 6,700
Summary: Bill and Charlie have always had a unique relationship. When Charlie comes home to the Burrow to be best man for his brother Bill's wedding, he has to face all the ways that relationship might never be the same.
Prompt: I want some hot gay incest. No mitigating circumstances--no adopted brothers, step brothers, half brothers, brothers who grew up not knowing each other and are reunited as adults. Full-on brothers who grew up putting each other in headlocks and playing in the bath.
I don't care what fandom (Merlin is nice though) or whether it's AU or RPF or Canon. Just brothers fucking with lots of shame, guilt, and hot, filthy sex. Thanks! Original Prompt Link.
Perversities (Kinks, concepts): incest; brief, only semi-explicit golden showers; mentions of subspace
Warnings: underage sex (sex games at 5/7 and 7/9, sexual acts 9 through the age of consent/11 through the age of consent); infidelity
Author Notes: I had an amazing time writing this! Thanks so much to the prompter. This was the first prompt posted, and I literally looked no further. ;-) Also, HUGE thanks to my betas,

elrhiarhodan and

sdkshelly. <3

Written for

perverse_bang!

( Under Orion )

Title: In the Space Already Full
Author:

traintracks
Threesome: Sirius/Harry/Teddy (est. Harry/Teddy, previous Sirius/Harry)
Rating: NC-17
Words: ~6,500
Written for: Porn Sunday and

torino10154's prompt, "Time travel or some other cooked up magic for Sirius/Harry/Teddy. :D DP is my kink so if you manage, that's what I want." I did manage but not without some angst.
Warnings: cross-gen, reference to chan, angst
Summary: Teddy makes magic (and trouble) getting Harry the one thing he thought he could never have again.

( In the Space Already Full )

Title: In the Space Already Full
Author:

traintracks
Threesome: Sirius/Harry/Teddy (est. Harry/Teddy, previous Sirius/Harry)
Rating: NC-17
Words: ~6,500
Written for: Porn Sunday and

Title: Not Waving but Drowning
Author:

traintracks
Pairing: Sirius/Harry
Rating: NC-17
Words: ~1,050
Written for: Porn Sunday and for

sdkshelly's prompt: Harry/Sirius, in the kitchen with the lights off.
Warnings: chan, angst
A/N: Assume an established relationship that began either in the cave or the summer before 5th year either one. Title is from the Stevie Smith poem of the same name: http://www.poets.org/viewmedia.php/prmMID/15801

( Not Waving but Drowning )

Crossposts: http://traintracks.livejournal.com/33314.html

Title: Sectumsempra
Author:

traintracks
Characters: Harry, Draco (brief, movie canonical Harry/Ginny)
Rating: PG-13
Summary: After he curses Draco, Harry has trouble moving past what he's done.
Warnings: mild angst
Words: ~960
A/N: I know I didn't list them as a pairing, but I certainly see this as heavy pre-slash UST. Also, forgive me if my book canon is off. I've been rewatching the movies, but I haven't progressed in my rereading to HBP yet.

( No one knew how those words had tasted. )

Crossposts: http://traintracks.livejournal.com/23295.html

Title: Accumulation
Author:

traintracks
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: James/Al
Rating: R
Word Count: ~400
Warnings: angst, incest
Disclaimer: I don't own much of anything, least of all anything having to do with Harry Potter.
A/N: This is for adventdrabbles and prompt #28: falling snow.

( When James could Apparate and Albus still couldn't, Al would get the room at the Three Broomsticks and James would meet him there with no one the wiser. )

Title: Winter Sun
Author:

traintracks
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Teddy/James
Rating: R
Word Count: 440
Warnings: some angst, secret sex/love (If you want to say that's because they grew up like brothers, who am I to stop you? ;-) I see their ages here as maybe 25/18, btw.)
Disclaimer: I don't own much of anything, least of all anything having to do with Harry Potter.
A/N: This is for adventdrabbles and prompt #25: winter sunshine.

( Teddy's favorite times were coming down out of the mountains, seared, sooty, and exhausted, and coming home to the Potter house, getting clean for the first time in months, getting away from the dragons, away from bitterly cold nights of nothing but wind and altitude. )

Title: Living in Hallways
Author:

traintracks
Fandom: Harry Potter
Characters: Hermione, her parents (Hermione/Ron, Rose, Harry)
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~815
Warnings: angst
Disclaimer: I don't own much of anything, least of all anything having to do with Harry Potter.
A/N: This is for adventdrabbles and prompt #16: chestnuts roasting on an open fire. This is AU, 10 years after the war ends and Hermione hasn't contacted her parents in any way.

( Living in Hallways )

Title: Addict
Author:

traintracks
Pairing: Sirius/Harry
Rating: R
Words: 100x2
Written for:

harry100's prompt, "spooky", although it reads like I misread the prompt as "angsty".
Warnings: Angst, godfather/godson, chan (Harry's age unspecified)
A/N: Not a happy ending, this. Not, like, character death or anything, but definitely a bit of a downer. Maybe I'll try to do another one that's happy for this prompt this weekend.

( Sirius’ new hideout is the passage from Hogwarts to Hogsmeade. )

Title: Addict
Author:

traintracks
Pairing: Sirius/Harry
Rating: R
Words: 100x2
Written for:

Crossposts: http://traintracks777.livejournal.com/13919.html

Title: Pages
Author:

traintracks
Characters: Harry, Sirius (some UST), James/Sirius UST, Sirius/OFC
Rating: R
Challenge Prompt by

harry100 205: dreamless sleep
Words: 100x7
Summary: Harry reading Sirius' diary.
Warnings: Angst

( Harry picks up the book, unable to sleep. )

Title: Pages
Author:

traintracks
Characters: Harry, Sirius (some UST), James/Sirius UST, Sirius/OFC
Rating: R
Challenge Prompt by

harry100 205: dreamless sleep
Words: 100x7
Summary: Harry reading Sirius' diary.
Warnings: Angst

( Harry picks up the book, unable to sleep. )

Crossposts: http://traintracks777.livejournal.com/11729.html

I've been rereading Mercedes Lackey's Last Herald Mage trilogy, and it's taken me weeks, because I set the last book down when I got to the last two chapters. I couldn't make myself read it for the longest time, because I knew what I was in for. (No major spoilers here, though, by the way in case you haven't read them yet. And if not, GO DO IT despite the following!!!!) I just finished tonight, and just like every other time, I just want to hurl myself onto the bed and bawl my eyes out for a couple hours. God, these books fuck me up!!! I'm such a hormonally messed up emotional wreck. I have half a mind to go take a knife to some tree bark and etch "Vanyel + Stef 4ever" like an adolescent.

GAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!

Am I crazy? Tell me you guys have books that do this to you. 'Cause this one rends me.

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