traintracks

I may or may not keep at this thing. O_o

In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you have created. It can be your favorite fanworks that you've created, or fanworks you feel no one ever saw, or fanworks you say would define you as a creator.

Not Waving but Drowning, Sirius/Harry, NC-17, 1,050 words. I think this story sums up my feelings for this pairing, their feelings for each other, and is a good example of how I do PWP and just writing in general. Plus just wordless, fast, hard fucking on the kitchen table in the middle of the night. ;-)


Sectumsempra, Harry/Draco, PG-13, 960 words. I thought about using one of the more explicit stories I've written for this pairing, but I'm really proud of this one, because I think it could be almost canon. I see this as a huge turning point for the characters and how the slash could start very realistically.


Announcing Your Place in the Family of Things, Teddy/James/Scorpius, James/Scorpius, Teddy/James, (background Harry/Draco), NC-17, 15,765 words. I chose this one because it was a turning point for me in fandom. I made a lot of great friends through writing this piece in particular, plus I think it's a good example of my longer works and how I write them, which is not quite as atmospheric as shorter pieces, more focus on story-telling. Also, I wanted to include a story based around Next Gen characters, as they've become important to my writing.


They Searched for Blue, Hermione/Pansy (mentions of past Hermione/Ron, Pansy/Daphne), NC-17, 2,365 words. I think this is my best femslash. It's angsty but hot. I love writing women as full sexual beings, and I tend to get frustrated when sex between women is too often depicted as soft and sweet, lots of gentle kisses and such. Women can fuck. Women can feel animalistic. For me, this little story communicates so much about how I write women.

Edit: OMG, THREE of these use poetry for titles! *facepalm*

Title: Until They Do
Author: traintracks
Written for: daily_deviant
Pairing: Sirius/Harry
Rating: NC-17
Kinks: Themes Chosen: floo sex
Other Warnings: chan (14,15), cross-gen
Word Count: 1,035
Summary/Description: Sirius and Harry try to keep things platonic over the floo...and fail.


Until They Do

Title: Time to Exhale
Author: traintracks
Pairing: Sirius/Harry
Rating: R
Words: 100
Warnings/Content: future chan?, ust, masturbation
Written for: writcraft's Loving Harry post a couple of weeks ago.
Summary: Harry learned a lot from skulking in doorways.


( Time to Exhale )

Title: Advantage
Author: traintracks
Pairing: Sirius/Harry
Rating: soft R
Words: 100
Written for harry100's challenge prompt #214, 'prohibition'.
Warnings: chan (15)
Summary: Harry pushes Sirius' limits.
A/N: This is sort of the obvious pairing choice for me for this prompt, isn't it? I'm exhausted today, so if it's no good, forgive me.


( Sirius wants to kiss him. Harry's not so innocent he can't tell. )

Title: Not Waving but Drowning
Author: traintracks
Pairing: Sirius/Harry
Rating: NC-17
Words: ~1,050
Written for: Porn Sunday and for sdkshelly's prompt: Harry/Sirius, in the kitchen with the lights off.
Warnings: chan, angst
A/N: Assume an established relationship that began either in the cave or the summer before 5th year either one. Title is from the Stevie Smith poem of the same name: http://www.poets.org/viewmedia.php/prmMID/15801


( Not Waving but Drowning )

Title: Dark Chocolate
Author: traintracks
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Sirius/Harry
Rating: soft R (for non-explicit wrongness)
Word Count: ~725
Warnings: Chan (14), Sirius being completely inappropriate as usual.
Disclaimer: I don't own much of anything, least of all anything having to do with Harry Potter.
A/N: This is for adventdrabbles and prompt #20: Christmas cookies.


( Dark Chocolate )

Title: Missing Sirius
Author: traintracks
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Sirius/Harry
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 725
Warnings: chan (14), angst
Disclaimer: I don't own much of anything, least of all anything having to do with Harry Potter.
A/N: This is for adventdrabbles, Dec05, and elrhiarhodan's prompt "Harry -- missing Sirius".

( Missing Sirius )

Title: Duped
Author: traintracks
Pairing: Sirius/Harry
Rating: NC-17
Words: 100x10
Written for: harry100's challenge prompt #207 -- "spooky"
Warnings: godfather/godson, chan (Harry's 15)
Summary: It starts as a late night prank, but then the tables are turned.


( I had only meant to spook him. I'd heard him in the kitchen rummaging, and I'd simply meant to say 'boo', make him jump, make us some tea…see if he wanted company. )

Title: Addict
Author: traintracks
Pairing: Sirius/Harry
Rating: R
Words: 100x2
Written for: harry100's prompt, "spooky", although it reads like I misread the prompt as "angsty".
Warnings: Angst, godfather/godson, chan (Harry's age unspecified)
A/N: Not a happy ending, this. Not, like, character death or anything, but definitely a bit of a downer. Maybe I'll try to do another one that's happy for this prompt this weekend.

( Sirius’ new hideout is the passage from Hogwarts to Hogsmeade. )

Title: This Foul History
Author: traintracks
Pairing: Sirius/Harry
Rating: PG-13
Words: 100
Written for harry100's prompt, "Forgiveness".
Warnings: cross-gen (Harry's age unspecified)
A/N: I don't know if this is a successful drabble; perhaps it should have been longer. I just needed a writing exercise to help me get going.


Their two heads on one pillow, Sirius lay awake, hand on Harry’s hip, staring at a dirty wall where a tapestry had once hung, where soon there would be new paint, photographs, a life.

Sirius inched closer to Harry’s naked body, fighting the chill, and pressed his lips behind his boy’s ear. He held his future in one hand now, fingers tightening, and tried to see past the grimy wall – this foul history that seemed smeared on his soul.

He tried only to see the balm that Harry offered, that he was.

He tried only to feel deserving of love.